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are you troubled by the fact that you are no longer strictly human?

by yorda

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1.
river i 00:56
2.
river ii 03:25
their words cling to you like scars they're always with you they're a part of you now they spread across your body until they're all you see in the mirror in front of you until you wouldn't recognize yourself without them and you can't even remember if there's anything underneath well is there?
3.
i am a chalk outline in the vague shape of a person who's long gone with nothing on the inside
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6.
forest remix 02:02
7.
touch 04:47
they had to laugh to touch me but you you weren't laughing you didn't say anything saw you at the shows but you didn't (wouldn't?) look at me you grew a beard and cut your hair i didn't say anything
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9.
blight ii 04:12
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4/4 they talk to you like you're someone else and the way they look at you makes you afraid of yourself and your own body and what it might become and they recite all your nightmares like aspirations and wait for you to thank them but you only want to be small and everything always feels the same 3/4 [but maybe you are not a monster maybe you could stay on this earth maybe you are someone's daughter maybe you are not alone]

about

“every day you grow so heavy with love that you collapse in on your own gravity. a dying star, stuck. writing. rewriting. remembering. marking. loving. expanding. arriving, seeing nothing, producing love as the only offering to it that makes sense. you are an impact. you are an observation. it all clings to you like cobwebs. tracing the fractures that grew back different. not better, just different. becoming something unrecognizable and new, terrified and enamored with just how malleable a person can be. shattering. becoming. don’t be scared. this is the end. this is the beginning. this is everything.”
- clem baker (terfbangs.com)


are you troubled by the fact that you are no longer strictly human?

[ a retrospective of failed timelines ]

any proceeds from this album will help me pay for pre-surgical electrolysis

ty <3

credits

released April 8, 2022

samples:
3. "claws" by charli xcx (2020)
4. "12 hours of powerline noise from serial experiments lain" by crysknife007 (2017), serial experiments lain (1998)
6. "wait" by S (2010)
8. "adam & steve" by dorian electra (2019), alien resurrection (1997)

several tracks contain fragments of demos, previous releases, and field recordings

mastered by b. russelburg (brusselburg.com)

thank you to my coven siblings benji, clem, and june
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yorda was emily rowen
2014-2021

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